Friday, June 03, 2005
If I EVER say "I want another child"
PLEASE just remind me of the last few days. Kira is not sleeping. I mean, getting up in the middle of the night and staying awake. And if she DOES sleep, she has to be nursing, and unlike Parker when he nursed while asleep, I CANNOT sleep with her nursing. She pulls, punches, grabs my breast skin and scrunch it up like an empty sac -- and then pulls off, cries, and needs burping every few minutes. I swear I am going crazy!! This morning I put her in the swing at 9:30 as she'd been yawning since 9:15 and had nursed until she was full -- she didn't fall asleep until 10:30 (though she didn't fuss, but was entertained by Parker for most of it), and then got up at 11:15!! Where are those 3-hour naps that she took and was an angel because of? I mean, now she's fussy when she's awake, won't go to sleep, and it is just hellish!!
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